Mind so tired to vibrate, the is not much energy left in me. The day, i fight people; at night, their ghosts. It's a war that goes on all against me, not stopping or coming to a halt. A war that will only stop by my defeat. I lost many battles, but yet somehow I got to rise to fight another one. Blood is on my hands, the enemy knows me when he hears my name, or even feels my breath and heartbeat. The enemy that hides within the tree, within the holes, within darkness. through the cracks of my past he creeps in, attacks my walls from within. Taking a face of fear, or a face of a friend, resourceful as he is he leaves no chance for chance, prepares his traps for me ahead, lures me into his nets. dipping his hooks in my flesh. They are all around O Lord! They are everywhere to be found, I have not found peace since even before I was born, War is upon me all day and all night. Within the folds of the hearts of loved ones he hide, taking disguises in those who i trusted. No rest for me, nor a place to rest my head. I might be fallen but not defeated, I might be beaten, wounded and even bleeding my life out but noway I am giving up life. My time is not here yet and shall not be. Though i might be alone, I am not forsaken! Him who made my days a fact shall not let my defeat a reality, shall not leave me a prize to His enemies. He, is why i am here, and He is why I shall be here even more. The ones who once beat me shall fall, the ones who forsaken me shall regret yet my hands shall not bear the iniquity of avenging myself. Him who called me is the Judge of all and at His time He shall bring Justice upon the Earth.
Save me O Lord, Save me from the death that lingers within the folds of my heart. Don't let my enemies overcome me, don't make my enemy rejoice for my failure. Lift me up again my Lord and breath in me life that I might rise again. I have fallen yet the Lord has not abandoned me, I have failed yet He shall not fail me. To His words I hold my faith. For every single word He spoke is true, those that were not fulfilled till now, will be. Not one of His words shall fade or be forgotten. I doubt the existence of this earth more than I doubt that a letter of His words should die, For His words are life breathing into the listener, They create, restore and support. Him who loves me is greater that existence and greater than life, for life is in Him. Him who loves me Will Save Me! out of this tomb he shall lift me up. HE is the One My soul awaits, He shall call for a day of victory and a day of Rejoicing in this land.
Forgive me Lord for I have sinned greatly against you, Save me from death and blackness. My soul seeks you and my heart squeezes my sinful blood out of it. I die so that I might live, I leave that I might find, I give up that I might Gain. You. Lord. Father. Strike me with your fire, Burn me and purify me with your HOLY SPIRIT. Sanctify and Anoint me again. Bring me under you wings of Love. I see them, Those blood drops of Jesus falling, for a sinner that is me. I have seen the salvation of the Lord, I have seen His Lamb, I have seen His ever living Alter, His Tree of Life! I shall not Fall to my enemies, I shall RISE, For His desire is not for me to go in darkness but to overcome in the Light. I shall not fail, I shall not Loose for now I know that You are with me Lord, Now I know your shield is all around me. I am not little I am great for the Lord is on my side. The enemy is broken before your face Lord, the hooks, the net, the traps and the holes of darkness are broken. The Lord gives me victory today over my enemy, The Lord Saves me, and to His promises He will bring me. Tonight I declare the Victory of the Lord. In my weakness He is strong. I was fallen but Now I am up. To war, To hell or doom, I shall be. He shall save me out of the lion, the bear,the giant or even a raging army. for He is the Lord, In Him I trust and He shall never Fail me nor Forsake me.
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